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Feelin' 22

March 14th, 2018

After turning 22 yesterday I started reflecting on what my 21st year looked like. I realized a lot changed in ways that I wasn't prepared to handle yet here I am.

There was a lot of change about who I was throughout the past year. Since turning 21, I applied to pharmacy school, got in, found a new place to live in the fall, and so many more things. I almost lost both parents in the past six months and started my final year of college.

A lot changes in 365 days and that includes me. I have grown stronger in my faith and had moments of falling on my face. Yet, I am still blessed by a Lord that has a plan.

In the past year, the worry about whether or not I will get married is gone because I don't have a reason to worry about it. Young 21 year old me thought the world would end if I didn't have it figured out but yet why?

There is peace in what the Lord is planning. I never dreamed I would be the person to have this sort of jump and fall faith in God.

I also went on a fantastic journey to Panama that drastically changed my life. It gave me so much direction and love for children, second world medicine, and what I want to do with my life.

I'm excited to see what the net year will hold.

I'm feeling 22. How about you?

xoxo,
Em

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