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Finally Free

December 13, 2016

For the first time in my life I realized something, I'm am free to dress, act and be who I want. Someday, I will find someone who wants me for me. Until then, God is telling me that I am not ready; even if I think I am.

I have spent so much time telling myself I am not worth it or am a trashcan that no one would ever look at me. Well guess what? If I tell myself that long enough, maybe I'll believe it or the people around me will.

I was made a unique puzzle piece and the way I am for a reason. I should not try to change that but I do. Tonight I realized that the more I keep putting myself down; the more I keep pushing people away. I have to accept who I am because that freedom will let me be truly happy.

That happiness breeds beauty that only God can create. While finals week is stressful, I'm exhausted all the time and I don't know how I'm going to get everything done, I am free.

I am not a trashcan. Never have been and never will be. It's freeing to know my own worth for once.

Are you free?

xoxo,
Em

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